I’m really frustrated. And I’ve been getting more and more frustrated the more time goes on. I thought university would be my time. I thought I would love it, excel at it, and wish that it would never end. But to be perfectly honest, I hate it. And I thought that maybe this year would be better than last year, that I’d adjust. But I haven’t. I’m doing poorly no matter how hard I try, and I don’t enjoy any of my classes. I’m starting to feel like trying is useless because it doesn’t make a difference anyways. I wake up during the week and can’t wait for the day to be over. All I do is fantasize about being out of school. I don’t fantasize about going to grad school, or about getting an amazing job that I’m passionate about once I’m done my degree, I fantasize about never having to do anything that has to do with anything that I’ve studied thus far ever again. And I’m frustrated because now I don’t know what to do. Everything feels useless. I don’t know how to do better and I don’t even want to try. I wish I could just quit